Shortly after writing my last post, I prayed to God a very angry prayer. I asked Him, “Lord, what is it next? What’s going to happen next? I don’t even want to know. I don’t understand You.”
And in a moment of clarity, He showed me that by choosing to trust Him even IF something else happens and even when I don’t understand – I’m honoring Him and making a decision to move forward in my faith.
Once again, my jaw and the left side of my teeth hurt. But I choose to trust in Him even when it’s hard. There’s a reason for all of this.